all the wants; all the needs.
Rhine. Call me what you want. See if I care.
I've heard I'm good at indifferent, even bitchy.
Aren't they the same? In someways, I suppose.

Nathan + Rhine || Dingy Hallways

devil-has-a-name:

Nathan rumbled out a laugh at her comment. “You should probably- Never mind, if you stumble into something, or someone you regret I suppose that’ll be your problem.” shaking his head slightly he turned to look back at his own apartment door. As long as the woman managed to stay out of his place he didn’t much care, if something came to her it was her own fault. Inhaling another lungful of smoke he let it out slowly, running his eyes down the form of her body. Noticing almost instantly that the pocket of her pants had a switch blade type bulge in them. “I guess you can handle yourself if something comes up.” his smile pulling up into one of his infamously cruel smirks.

The woman in front of his seemed dark, distant, and a tad bit lost if he did say so himself- which he did. “What should I call you?” he asked cocking his head slightly to the side. The last time they met, he hadn’t bothered with her name. Usually he didn’t consider people to have names, after all they were usually just objects, used for his own entertainments. The way she held herself though, the way she seemed to hate everything, made him curious as to who this girl was exactly. Pulling on his cigarette he never took his eyes away from hers as he questioned.

He believed she couldn’t take care of herself.  How naive of him.  It almost made Rhine feel like smiling.  She forced herself not to, instead she smirked.  ”I think I can take care of myself.”  It wouldn’t be the first time she had to.  She wouldn’t think about that—it would only be thought of in an other reality, the one it seemed she was spending less and less time in.

“My name?  I can tell you I’m not one of your,” she paused, half looking for the right word, half thinking it would soften her, very misplaced, compliment, “pawns.”  It told him what he needed to know; she knew him, she wouldn’t be played.  Rhine was always one who liked respect.  The boy wouldn’t like that, she knew, he played with everything, like little boys played with food.  Everything, with tits that didn’t live on his side of town—the Darkside—, at least.

If he was a good little boy, she supposed she’d tell him her name.  She would like to be nameless for now, labeled Anonymous.  He could ask around.  One of his toys probably knew her; at some point in time, she’d probably threatened them, been herself near them, even.


I would love to learn the ropes around here.

linden-arroway:

What ropes?  Did I miss that much?  It’s not just fucking anymore?


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Lose Yourself | Eminem

(Source: 00sjams)


Nathan + Rhine || Dingy Hallways

devil-has-a-name:

Nathan awoke with a sudden jump, smacking his elbow off the wall his bed was against. “Fuck,” he cursed allowed as he punched the wall with a closed fist, took some deep calming breaths, and tried not to let his anger get the best of him. He was alone, and had no toys to take his anger out on other than himself. Rubbing a hand through his hair he tried to wake himself up, he decided a shower was a must at that moment. Placing his feet over the edge of the bed he pushed himself up—from his mattress on the floor—taking his time until he reached the washroom. It was old, it was grungy, and he was lucky when he got moderately warm water. Turning on the shower he it creaked under old iron rusted pipes but eventually the water tapered out. It would appear today was lucky, as he felt the warm water, and stepped inside.

The shower had woken him, let him feel a bit more alert. Pulling on dark denim jeans and a black long sleeved t-shirt he made his was into his kitchen. He needed to get out of the apartment, without a toy he was going crazy, and other than Rem and Celia he hadn’t had much to entertain him. Picking up his stray pack of cigarettes he lit one before heading towards his door, inhaling the rich taste, he took one last look around before stepping out. When his door shut he heard an echo of it, although the echo seemed to be slightly delayed. Turning back around he saw a girl he had met only once before. She was leaving one of the apartments for some reason he assumed. Walking up to her he leaned on the wall close to where she was standing. “And what brings you to my building?” his eyebrow raised and voice questioning. He didn’t exactly take well to people poking around where he stayed.

She remembered.  The sweet bitter taste of the pill.  The fact that everyday she woke up twice, once as herself, once as “Rhine,” the other.  The one who wore black—black nails, black clothes, yet never a black eye—, the one with sharp knees, sharp nails; a pocket knife in one pocket, her lighter and cigs in another.  Not sure which she liked better.  Maybe this one.  Maybe the other.  It was in constant flux.  She wasn’t loving the reality she was in right now.  Whatever.  In a few hours, Rhine would be back on her nice mattress, in a nice side of town, just begging for her tutor to come, so she could get back.  Ugh.  She just wouldn’t think about it; too complicated.

Anyway, the girl was wandering, probably somewhere she shouldn’t have, by the way the streets were deserted, even if in bad neighborhoods it was usually loud instead of quiet, and the neighborhood she was in was quiet; she was overthinking it.  Rhine grabbed her packet of cigs from her pocket, turned them over in her hand, decided if she should light one now or later.  Later.  She hated smoking by herself, it was a social thing for her.

A boy came up to her—as of now, she couldn’t recall his name—“What brings you to my building?” he said.  Rhine snorted.  It was a free universe wasn’t it?  ”I needed a place to crash.  The locks are easier to pick here.”


So, tell me something.

devil-has-a-name:


It may seem that way, but everyone’s different. In the sense of the drug, we all use it the same. 

Recreation, becoming bitches and bastards, it’s all the same.

(Source: 22pills)


So, tell me something.

thecrazybitchofthedarkside:

Hi, there. I’m Rem. Pleasure to meet you, dear.

Uhh… Rhine.  You too, I guess.

(Source: 22pills)


So, tell me something.

rorymason:

Hey there, pretty girl. I’m Rory.

Hey there, wallflowah.  Rhine.

(Source: 22pills)


So, tell me something.

devil-has-a-name:

You remind me of myself…thought we’d get along I suppose..

Oh.  Most people you meet here are like— yourself… so I’m the same, aren’t I?

(Source: 22pills)


So, tell me something.

devil-has-a-name:


Easy? I never spoke those words… Simply thought you would be…Fun.

Explain?  I’d be fun how; where?

(Source: 22pills)


So, tell me something.

devil-has-a-name:


That all you got? And here I thought you’d be fun.

Me?  Who told you I was easy?  C’mon, why don’t you prove yourself to me?

(Source: 22pills)